The Medical Procedure (Kid Stuff)

Yesterday, I underwent a routine medical procedure.  This morning I feel like I've been hit by a truck.  Oh, nothing all that serious.  Just the common aches and pains that tend to bubble up whenever my "fat, dumb, and happy" existence is interrupted albeit temporary.  Regardless, pain hurts.  Funny....what we'll do in the name of longevity.  

Now, I say "routine" because one of my nurses told me that I was number 10 of 13 procedures that their team would be performing that day.  But the number 13 is really quite remarkable when one considers that these 13 mini-surgeries were performed in a very average size American hospital in a very average size American city.  It's hard to imagine how many of our fellow countrymen shared my "preventive-maintenance" experience yesterday.  Hopefully, their bodies have adjusted to the minor trauma better than mine.  

Apart from the numbers, the procedure itself, while commonplace today, would have been considered a true medical miracle not long ago.  The breadth and scope of the technologies coming together for the sake of the prolonging of life is profound.  Someday I need to study up on Darwinism.  Specifically, his theories related to the survival of the fittest.  Will those of us with the better and most resources continue to prosper although each one individually may not be the sharpest knife in the drawer?  Is there a line to be drawn - morally, ethically, and religiously - in terms of technology and its impact on "life"?  Those questions and so many more stare each of us in the face, regardless of where we fall on the spectrum of religion.                       

My discharge paperwork suggested that I refrain from making any important decisions until any and all side effects had disappeared.  No driving.  No divorce decrees.  No online shopping....truly.  Perhaps the authors of those instructions would be well advised to include blog postings in the list for future reference.  Yes....I fear this post is lacking in thought-through.  Yet, there is this.

Life is precious.  God is good.  Healing ultimately abides in His hands.  As does life itself.  Soon the discomfort will be forgotten and replaced with a refreshed appreciation for the everyday blessings of life that all too often go overlooked in the complacency of the fat, the dumb, and the happy.  Easy for me to say now that I've been given a clean bill of health.

Let me share a few images that were taken recently within our everyday comings and goings.  Sights impressive enough to warrant a photograph in the moment but touched my soul anew this day as the sun rose:        











Stuff in the Sky (Kid Stuff)


On October 4, 1957, the Soviet Union launched mankind's first artificial satellite into low earth orbit.  Named Sputnik (meaning traveller), the shiny metal sphere was a modest 23 inches in diameter with four external radio antennas which broadcast radio pulses.  For 93 days the spacecraft circled the globe and achieved 1,440 orbits of the earth.  Then on January 4, 1958, the satellite reentered earth's atmosphere and incinerated.  

My childhood mind was oblivious to all of that but I've come to learn that while Sputnik was small in stature and brief in lifespan, it had a huge impact on our society.  In the course of it's fleeting existence radio and television stations broadcast news reports about this first-ever device.  Newspapers and magazines published articles and illustrations of Sputnik.  Amateur radio operators listened intently for the radio signals emanating from the out-of-this-world contraption and soon the term Space Race was coined.  In point of fact, the United States was not to be outdone and the quest for national bragging rights ushered in an era of unimaginable innovation.

All the fuss even touched my little family.  One evening during supper, Dad said that the family should go out after dinner and see something never-before-seen up in the sky.  The exact origin of Dad's knowledge is forever lost and the word satellite completely bamboozled my 5 year old mind and .... what are we looking for?  But none of that mattered.  The word Sputnik made me laugh and if Dad was going to go out into the wintry cold nightfall, it had to be a pretty good adventure.

Darkness arrives early on the Salish Sea as the days wane in the latter part of the calendar year and it was soon after we had gotten up from the table when Dad looked at his watch and announced "It should be going over pretty soon now." 

I was out the back door before his words fell silent and Mom was not far behind, although I imagine that her demeanor was a bit calmer than mine.  Now, our back deck was open air with a railing directly out and on this night the air was crisp and clear.  Stopping just short of the rail I made sure that Mom was along side and then looked straight up.  No more that five seconds past and there it was, just as Dad had promised.  Then it was gone.

I immediately turned for confirmation, "Did you see it Mom?"

Mom was still looking up and out but verified, "Yes....but I don't think that was it.  I'm not sure what that was."

The brief exchange left me confused for a moment but now Dad had arrived on the scene and there was no time for chit chat.  He shepherded us further out into the yard where there was a wider field of vision and soon we were all staring into the heavens.  Before long Dad pointed out a small, starlike light moving steadily past the other stars.

"There it is!"

I'm left with the sense that Mom and Dad were intrigued if not impressed but I must confess to a large portion of disappointment.  My earlier encounter with flying objects had been far more memorable. 

Some odd 66 years have past since Sputnik caused such a furor.  The stars still hold wonder, as does the science that Sputnik spawned.  Indeed, it is now difficult to gaze into heaven's vault for any length of time and not see a manmade satellite crossing in front of the infinite.  Each observance rekindles the memory of those few seconds on the back deck.  For whatever reason, Mother and I never talked about what we had or hadn't seen but it's probably not too hard to deduce the why and the wherefore of our silence - her wisdom then exceeds mine now.

Yes, my minds eye is very clear regarding the spectacle that unfolded just outside our back door that night.  The images seem to be imprinted on my memory.  In addition, what follows has been aided by the magic of Google Earth which has filled in some parameters that were beyond my understanding at the time.

Going through the back door found me looking directly east with an unobstructed view to the horizon, about 1.5 miles in the distance.  Our house sat on a small hill.  Below the skyline lay a nondescript valley filled with roof tops and random street lights in the foreground, a relatively small body of water at the bottom of the depression, and more houses sporadically spaced on the opposing terrain rising to the rim.  The deck itself was about 8 feet across and as I said earlier, the view at the rail was open to the sky above.  However, the field of vision looking up and back towards the west was blocked by the roof of the house.  From my position near the rail there stood a fir tree about 35 feet away and 40 degrees to my right which did obstruct my view to the southeast horizon.  Experience tells me that the tree was 70 to 90 feet tall. 

Mom was standing at my right hand when I looked straight up.  I was able to see stars and then within just a few seconds a solid, bright, fluorescent orange disc came directly over head from the west.  I say disc but in fact the visualization revises that description to perfectly round without depth, i.e. a flat surface.  The object covered the sky comparably to that of a golf ball being held at arms length and the disc moved with at least the speed of a fighter jet but it made no noise.  Very fast but by no means a blur.  The path of my UFO swept smoothly to the southeast but it's trajectory was decidedly eastward dominant.  Did it reach a point above the horizon line?  Doubtful, but it was definitely a good ways out when it disappeared behind the fir tree at a point about 3/4 of the way up from the ground.  The whole appearance lasted 2 or 3 seconds.  

Those images have sequenced in my mind hundreds of times over the years and after all this time my assessment has come to agree with my Mom's initial split-second judgement.  I'm not sure what it was either....but I will say that I've never seen anything remotely like it before or since.  I suspect that some people will suggest that it was a plane, helicopter, spotlight, frisbee, or weather balloon while others might theorize a meteor, dry lightning, reflection, cloud, gas vapor, or optical illusion.  There are those who will call out a secret military device and I fear that a few may offer delusion, substance abuse, desire for notoriety, and/or scheme to inflate a bank account as the root of the sighting.

To all of those suspicions, with all due respect, I simply say "no".  I cannot conceive of any evidence that would convince me that my UFO was in reality any of those conjectures.  Which leaves us with the proverbial elephant in the room.  Was it an alien, extraterrestrial craft?   We'll get back to that one.  

On December 25, 2021, a joint effort between the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA), the European Space Agency (ESA), and the Canadian Space Agency (CSA) launched the James Webb Space Telescope into orbit around the sun.  The orbit is located at something called the second Lagrange point (L2) - a point in space where the gravitational pulls of the earth and sun cancel each other out, thus allowing the James Webb to stay in orbit without using any fuel.  The primary mirror on the spacecraft is 21.5 feet in diameter.  The mirror collects light from objects in space and reflects that light to various devices onboard, two of which collect data in the infrared spectrum which is invisible to the human eye.  Infrared because that allows the instruments to "see" objects that are obscured by dust and gas.  The data is then radioed to the Space Telescope Science Institute (STScI) in Baltimore, Maryland where it is imaged into photos visible to the human eye.  A few examples of their handiwork is in order: 

Pillars of Creation

Inner Orion Nebula

"Cosmic Cliffs" in Carina

To my eye, God didn't limit Himself to beautiful concepts here on earth when he created the universe.  Nor did He confine Himself to our five senses.  In like manner, the variety of creatures that He created on our planet is truly extraordinary and I would be shocked to find that He had limited His artistry of life to our world alone.  

Back to that pachyderm.  Yes, all those many years ago I saw it and the experience of it has proven to be a once in a lifetime happenstance.  And yes, my all too human knowledge tells me that it may have been an alien spacecraft or some part thereof.  But then again, I've come to appreciate that there are things beyond my senses and therefore, my knowledge and understanding as well.  Which is to say that there may well be explanations for it apart from alien spacecraft.  Causes beyond imagination. 

We've all gazed at the stars, in wonder and in awe.  In our time, science has brought us to a point where we can peer deeper into the firmament than previous generations had dared to dream.  Yet, age old questions remain unanswered.  Further, it could be argued that each discovery brings along a new set of unknowns and associated mysteries.  Perhaps enigmas play more important roles in our individual journeys than most of us realize.  With the sky, and all that's up there, mere stepping stones on our pathway.


Hebrews 11:3 - By faith we understand that the worlds were framed
by the word of God, so that the things which are seen
were not made of things which are visible.

The Pursuit of Happiness (Kid Stuff)

Life and liberty fall into ranks without hesitation but the pursuit of happiness always presents a moments stumble before mustering at the end of line.  These three unalienable rights as itemized in the second paragraph of the Declaration of Independence often seem like the perfect couple out on a date with the oblivious third wheel tagging along.  Indeed, life and liberty are weighty, consequential, and readily fall into the self evident category....but the pursuit of happiness by contrast comes across as almost flippant.  It may be that the incongruity lies in the fact that life and liberty are states of being while the pursuit of happiness is a goal.  An intention difficult to achieve.  The resultant state of mind ever harder to maintain.  Nonetheless, the wisdom of our Founding Fathers has been proved trustworthy as the pursuit of happiness has been embraced with perhaps greater passion than its elder siblings.  

Have you been to a park lately?  On any given day the pursuit of happiness is on full display in a kaleidoscope of activities. 

Running... Walking... Yoga... Kite flying... Swimming... Kayaking... Football... Fishing... Sunbathing... Chess... Camping... Skate boarding... Bird watching... Geocaching... Beach combing... Catch... Paddle boarding... Skiing... Automobile primping... Barbecuing... Tree climbing... Photography... Guitar playing... Star gazing... Body building... Karate... Rock hounding... Writing... Plein-air painting... Whittling... Rollerblading .......

Oh, my personal favorite - treasure hunting.

The list goes on but in retrospect I may be confused.  Mercy, I hear your gasps.  Have I attributed these enterprises to the pursuit of happiness when in fact the participants were merely having fun?  Words are important.  More-so with each passing day.  Now, fun is the short lived enjoyment, amusement, or lighthearted pleasure triggered by external events and resulting in laughter and/or excitement.  On the other hand, happiness is a longer lasting feeling of well-being and contentment generated by an internal state of mind which gives rise to a sense of contentment and satisfaction.  Indeed, the specific meanings of these words can vary for each individual person and so it is that some might describe their day in the park as a "fun time" while others might say "the day's events made me happy".  Regardless, to the degree that "fun" is a building block of "happiness", I suppose that my initial assumption was correct.

Of course, the pursuit of happiness is not limited to leisure time activities.  We all pursue happiness within the realms of relationships, work, health, spirituality, creativity, and charity to name but a few. 

You've heard it said that some people live to eat while others eat to live.  Without doubt, my youth found me in the latter camp.  The family dinner hour was quite often an inconvenience which regularly interrupted the neighborhood ball game.  However, age has brought with it a heightened awareness of food.  It is easy to attribute this consciousness to the fact that food, almost any food, tastes better now than it did at any time in the past.  Yes, I've said before that my taste buds are the one part of me which are improving with the passing of years.  But then again, pain really hurts as well.  The two realities combine to form a hope that the nervous system as a whole is getting stronger but a lingering suspicion argues that to be wishful thinking. 

All that to say that mealtime has become the high point for me personally as I chase after happiness.  Not simply because the food tastes good but in the deeper relationships formed in the shared preparation and participation.  The elevated awareness that eating healthy can not only be satisfying but actually allow this old body to feel good the next day.  Dare I say that the quality, quantity, and variety of the our everyday diet has never been better.  However, those words stick with the realization that not all share our abundance.

Further, a conscious appreciation has developed for the "mechanism" that has placed each morsel on my plate.  Much of what we consume has traveled across the globe.  Any number of individuals have performed their "cog in the wheel" operation in the farm to factory to ship to market to table machinery.  One item on the supermarket shelf in and of itself is amazing.  Multiply by the thousands and soon the mind is boggled.  The economist Keynes might argue that the distribution of labor is determined by the interaction of supply and demand within the labor markets and Krugman has his say on the distribution of capital.  Trust me - this skin-of-his-teeth Business and Economics major is far from qualified to argue with any of that.  Nonetheless, the countless souls who have, and continue, to contribute to my quest for happiness is truly humbling -  especially in light of the fact that the best of my hunter/gatherer days are long gone. 

Yes, I see God's hand in all of it.  From the seed sprouting roots to the backs aching through harvest and on to the vast logistics of the markets, yes, a transcendent power is on display.  And that brings us to joy.  Joy is the lifelong presence of happiness and satisfaction from which emanates a deep consciousness of peace, gratitude, and love.  Some would say that joy is God given - me among them.

So let me leave you with a simple mealtime prayer that my Mother modeled before I could walk.

God is great
God is good
In Jesus name
Bless this food
Amen

Simplicity speaking to, and of, the profound with happiness terminating in joy.


We hold these truths to be self-evident,
that all men are created equal,
that they are endowed by their Creator
with certain unalienable Rights,
that among these are Life, Liberty, and
the pursuit of Happiness.

The Declaration of Independence                            
In Congress, July 4, 1776                                        


An Ebenezer (Kid Stuff)


 The Ebenezer.  The stone of help.  I Samuel 7:12 says this:

Then Samuel took a stone and set it up between Mizpah and Shen,
and called its name Ebenezer, saying,
"Thus far the Lord has helped us."

The memorial stone was set in place by Samuel to commemorate God's miraculous providence on behalf of Israel in their battle with the Philistines.  

Earlier in Israel's history, Joshua took twelve stones from the riverbed of the Jordan River as the Israelites crossed into the Promised Land.  The Jordan had parted, allowing the Israelites to pass over on dry land as the upstream waters "rose in a heap".  (Joshua 3:16)  Once all were clear the waters path, the flow resumed and Joshua built a memorial with the twelve stones somewhere near Gilgal as a testament to future generations of God's miracle.  Some Biblical scholars refer to these stones as an Ebenezer as well. 

Not too long ago the day arrived that marked 71 years of my walking this earth.  Clearly, the number 71 is far from extraordinary and when splitting those 71 years into days the calculation returns 25,932 - a fair number but not exactly earth shaking.  However, continuing the exercise, 25,932 days are comprised of 622,368 hours which in turn embodies 37,342,080 minutes and a successive attempt at figuring leaves us with those 71 years being comprised of 2,240,524,800 seconds.  I might have guessed a number in the millions but billions with a "b"?  There is a bit of a "wow" factor there.

Humor me now....we're getting to the point although we need to touch upon a sliver of human physiology for just a second. 

The normal, adult human heart weighs a mere 10-12 ounces....not even a pound of flesh.  Yet, this tiny organ within each of our chests beats approximately 72 times per minute with enough power to thrust life giving blood to every cell in our body.  Again, assuming the average.  So, here I am, the very definition of average, and one final computation tells me that my heart has pulsed somewhere in the neighborhood of 2,688,797,520 times during my all too fleeting span of life. 

Now, the commonality of 2.6 billion plus heartbeats throughout the populace precludes me from pronouncing this accumulation of pulsations to be a miracle....but it does strike me as being somewhat miraculous.  Indeed, the marvel of life veiled in the earthly everyday.  

Just as those individual heartbeats are all too often taken for granted, so too the beauty hiding in plain sight outside our back door goes unappreciated.  And equally, as we tend to notice our hearts the most when that forever reliable lub-dub elects to lub minus the dub, perhaps the greater gift of travel is in the heightened awareness of blessings right here at home.

My "birthday" found Jamie and me walking aboard the Anacortes ferry to spend the day in Friday Harbor in the San Juan Islands.  A day trip that we've talked about for years but have neglected to do as this thing called "life" persisted in getting in the way.  Nevertheless, the junket ensued on this day.  A brief outing seated in splendor and afforded by roughly 33,000 muted beats of the heart. 

The ancient Israelites memorialized God's miracles with the most permanent objects they could find, i.e. the stones.  In like manner, I now leave a memorial in the most enduring medium available to me - a smattering of photos posted to this blog via the cloud.  A commemoration not to some sort of earthly milestone but to the countless heartbeats that have brought me to this place.  Each and every one a very real miracle of God.


An Ebenezer




Traffic jam at Lopez

The harbor of Friday Harbor

The miracle of life in a different form

Smoked salmon and grilled asparagus
on a deck with a view

Towards Mount Baker and home

The way we were


















Sand Testimonials (Psalms and Prayers)




To pause and look back.

These sands broken, imprinted by the progression of a life.

Each mark offering testimony of the pilgrimage. 
A portion formed with deliberate and mindful acts.  Dare I say well-intentioned.
Too many characterized by the careless, thoughtless, and ignorant.
Impressions now filled with the silt of the humdrum.

Others confess to a nature cemented with sting and shame.
The debris inherent of Eden - the footprints resultant the Fall of Man.
 These have been washed away.  
Not by wind and water but by His blood and grace.
For this my gratitude cries.

The trace draws near.  Lone and solitary.
In the singular comes an understanding......I have never been alone.
The track remaining is His as He has always carried me.
My soul sings with joy, Emmanuel! 
 "God with us."

A forebear of eternity next.



To pause and look forward. 

Sands stretch out unblemished, pristine and true.

A harbinger of dwellings as yet unseen.
As the sands gather without number, in kind I discern my days.
Limited in this place, infinite in the hereafter.
Each moment a treasure, each treasure a joy, each joy a gift.
Faith, hope, and love to exercise, for these shall remain.

Still this world is fallen.  Pain and suffering are never distant.
Trials arrive in their time.  Illness and loss will befall me.
Temptations lurk, awaiting the next hour of weakness.
With our Redeemer I kneel, "Deliver me from evil."

Death is a given but only God knows the time, place, and process.
The grip which holds this cold world so tight begins to loosen.
Gently, the warmth of His love lingers.  My hold surrenders to His comfort.
His Spirit, as would the good shepherd, leads my soul home.

I find rest in His arms.
.


July 24, 2011.  Pāpōhaku Beach, Molokai, Hawaii.
Three mile stretch of continuous sand.


Matthew 1:23....Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and bear a Son, and they shall call His name                                     Immanuel, which is translated, "God with us."

Matthew 6:13....And do not lead us into temptation, But deliver us from the evil one... 

War Heroes (Kid Stuff)

What follows is posted under the "Trivia" section of this blog not because the contents are trivial in any way, shape, or form.  No, to the contrary, the sacrifices are very real, the causes noble, the outcome in chorus with the ultimate conclusions never foregone.  Yet an internal debate rages with one side of me arguing that the deeds described below should be posted under the "God Moments" section while my other self insists that our society all too often places an oversized portion of faith for it's wellbeing not at the feet of God Almighty but rather in the size of the Defense Department budget.  

It's not hard to understand this misplaced faith.  On various adventures along the shorelines of the Salish sea, it has not been uncommon to see a Trident submarine being escorted from its home base in Bangor, Washington out to the Pacific for patrol.  The sight is always humbling when stopping to consider that this one, singular machine is capable of incinerating half the planet.  



Yes, it's easy to fall into the trap of believing, however fleeting, that our technology, our economy, our political system, and yes, our military are the objects to which we are obliged to bestow glory.  These four horsemen of prosperity and relative peace are indeed mind-boggling.  But it is so important to keep things in perspective.  For it is God in His sovereignty who has chosen to bless this country with the advantages that these four gifts afford, among untold others.  It is He whom we should worship.  Not the instruments of His favor.

The "trivia" section wins the day for lack of a better alternative.

None of that should in any way diminish the sacrifices of the servicemen and women who have gone before us.  There have been many throughout that have touched my life on a personal level while the vast majority I know only by the residue of their service.  The legions have been countless.  Each individual experience profound.  But four in particular stand out.  The four all served during WWII.  Their's has been described as The Greatest Generation and simply stated, the world is a poorer place as each has passed.

These four stories are embarrassingly incomplete, not for lack of interest on my part, but for lack of revelation on their's.  Being tight-lipped was a common quality among all four.  Imaginably, consequent to a sense of duty.  Conceivably, the aftereffect of private wounds.  Arguably, the humble awareness that they were the lucky ones.  The little that they chose to reveal was lighthearted - delivered with a glint in the eye and a knowing look that said "Everything will be OK. Even the most trying of times come to an end."


THE FOUR

Howard Anderson, my Mother's youngest brother, the 9th of nine siblings

Uncle Howard served on a naval vessel somewhere in the Pacific.  My memory is cloudy but I believe that he told me once that his ship was present in Tokyo Bay during the Japanese surrender aboard the U.S.S. Missouri on September 2, 1945.  There were some 300 allied ships in the bay that day.

He told of his one and only experience in combat.....One day Howard got into some sort of  heated political debate with one of his shipmates.  Overhearing the argument, some of the crew began chanting:  Gloves!  Gloves!  Gloves!  And so it came to pass that at high noon the following day, Howard and his shipmate, were led out to a makeshift ring on the quarterdeck, laced up with 16 ounce boxing gloves, and introduced to the raucous seamen surrounding the "ring".  Someone rang the ships bell and both men came out throwing haymakers.  However, the contest soon devolved into something of closer resemblance to a pillow fight than boxing match.  Nary a blow landed.....but the tropical sun together with the weight of the gloves took a toll.  Soon, both fighters retreated to their respective corners, drenched in sweat and gasping for air.


Gus Anderson, my Mother's younger brother, the 8th of nine siblings

Uncle Gus never said a word about the war.

Gus was by nature out-going and easy to laugh.  Nonetheless, many years after the war, during some of our family gatherings and at the height of the festivities, Gus seemed quiet, distant and could be found sitting by himself, within himself.  Once, I mentioned Gus' behavior to Uncle Howard and wondered what was troubling him.  Howard confided to me that Gus had served in the Army in the European Theatre.  His job had been to follow behind the battles and clean the fields of the dead and the body parts.

It was easy to forgive Uncle Gus for his infrequent sullen spells after that.


Paul Easton, my Father's youngest brother, the 5th of five siblings

Uncle Paul served in the Air Force somewhere near the Philippines.  Paul always delighted in talking about his unit's pet monkey.  Apparently, the monkey had come out of the jungle, no doubt enticed by a free meal or two, and decided to stay.  It would seem that the monkey and Uncle Paul were soon to be inseparable pals.

Paul's contribution to the war effort was mechanical in nature.  If it was a machine, and if it was broken, Paul could fix it.  He provided ongoing maintenance to various warplanes.  There was the time when a pilot requested Paul to provide additional firepower for his aircraft.  So, Uncle Paul mounted two machine guns on either wing of the plane with a common trigger in the cockpit.  Paul was concerned that the additional weight, the reduction of aerodynamics, and the kickback from the firing of the machine guns would stall the plane and doom the mission, if not the pilot.  In the end, Paul seemed quite pleased to report that the pilot returned in one piece with the mission accomplished. 


Chester Easton, my Father, the 3rd of five siblings

Dad was in the Army.  The highlight of the war and perhaps his life occurred while being transferred from his training center in Texas to his next station in Calgary, Alberta, Canada.  For the relocation, the powers-that-be assigned Chester the gunner's seat in the nose of a B-17 Flying Fortress.  Uncountable the times that Chester reminisced about that flight throughout his lifespan.

Chester ended up being stationed in Alaska somewhere above the arctic circle.  He described the base as a weather station but my suspicion is that the place had more to do with "listening" than weather. 

My Mother was always the one who brought-up and story-told this episode:

One day, Chet's higher-up sent him out into the cold to do some welding on a barracks building.  Now, let me interject that it is a mystery as to why Chester was chosen, as Chester and Paul were polar opposites when it came to mechanical prowess.  I digress....back to Mom.  Chet dutifully proceeded with his assignment, only to realize that a spark from his welder had fallen down between a couple of studs within the barracks wall.  Visualizing an inferno and a court martial in quick succession, Chet thought fast and did the only thing he could think of - he drooled and spat at the spark down in the chasm until it was extinguished. 

The story closed as Chester deadpanned, "And that ladies and gentlemen is how the great war was won."     


No Silver Stars.  No Purple Hearts.  Just four ordinary guys amongst the legions.  Each a war hero true.  


A.I. and the Fruits of the Spirit (God Moments)

If you've spent any time in the investment realm recently, you've undoubtedly been bombarded by the term AI - Artificial Intelligence.  For the past month or two, and seemingly out of the blue, the vast majority of investment thesis' that have popped-up on my browser have related to AI in some form or another.  So much so that I recently decided to try and understand not only what AI is but also how it works.

Guess what?  Lost cause.

I'm reminded of my early Mainframe days as a programmer trainee.  I pretty well understood the term Hardware - stuff that I could actually touch and feel.  And I had a vague comprehension of Software - the bits and bobs that I wrote and then "compiled" into the machine language of 0's and 1's with the hope that  someday it would all perform some repetitive task without too many hiccups.  But when it came time for my Software to actually run on the Hardware something magically sprang to life called Firmware - a merging of the Hardware and Software for lack of a better description.  For the life of me, to this day, I have never been able to conceptualize how that works.  

Regardless, I wanted to better understand what all this AI fuss is about, so over the past weekend I signed on to GOOGLE Bard.  Something called a Chatbot.  I decided that I'd "chat" about the Fruits of the Spirit with my newfound friend.  A subject intriguing to my heart yet abstract in nature to the degree that it might challenge Bard as well.

The first surprise developed when it became evident that even I could bring Bard to life.  What follows are excerpts from our conversation:  (My queries in Bold, Bard's responses in blue.)


Tell me about the fruits of the Spirit.


The fruit of the Spirit is a biblical term that sums up nine attributes of a person or community living in accord with the Holy Spirit, according to chapter 5 of the Epistle to the Galatians:

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Galatians 5:22-23

Here is a brief explanation of each of the nine fruits of the Spirit:

  • Love: Love is the foundation of the Christian life. It is the greatest of all the gifts, and it is the one that binds all the others together.
  • Joy: Joy is a deep, abiding happiness that comes from knowing God and His love. It is not dependent on our circumstances, but it flows from our relationship with God.
  • Peace: Peace is a state of tranquility and calm that comes from trusting in God. It is not the absence of trouble, but it is the assurance that God is in control, even when things are difficult.
  • Forbearance: Forbearance is the ability to patiently endure the weaknesses and offenses of others. It is the opposite of anger and bitterness, and it is essential for living in peace with others.
  • Kindness: Kindness is the desire to do good to others. It is expressed in acts of compassion, generosity, and mercy.
  • Goodness: Goodness is the quality of being morally right and virtuous. It is the opposite of evil, and it is expressed in a life of integrity and righteousness.
  • Faithfulness: Faithfulness is the quality of being loyal and trustworthy. It is the opposite of betrayal, and it is essential for building strong relationships.
  • Gentleness: Gentleness is the quality of being kind and compassionate. It is the opposite of harshness and cruelty, and it is expressed in a life of humility and self-control.
  • Self-control: Self-control is the ability to control our thoughts, emotions, and actions. It is the opposite of impulsiveness and recklessness, and it is essential for living a disciplined and godly life.
Theologically, all that seems to jive along the lines of my own convictions.  This Bard guy might be OK after all.  Regardless, reciting data is one matter, applying information creatively is another. 

During our last vacation I found that I enjoyed writing haiku's. See Crossing Paths with Columbus (Kid Stuff).  The simplicity of five syllables, followed by seven, and then five again without rhyme presented a formula right in my wheelhouse.  I wondered what Bard would come up with.

Write me a haiku about the Fruits of the Spirit.


Spirit's fruit aglow Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness 
Grow in me, Lord. 

Now one on love.


Love is patient It endures all things, always Trusting in the end.

Polite applause for Bard subtly referencing I Corinthians 13:4.

OK. How about joy?


Joy is a gift It comes from God, so cherish it Let it shine through you.

How about the Spirit's peace?


Spirit's peace abounds In the midst of chaos and strife Rest in God's love.

Forebearance?


Forbearance is strength To resist the urge to lash out And forgive instead.

Now kindness.


A small act of kindness Can make a big difference in the world Be kind to everyone.

Goodness.


Goodness is a choice To do what is right and good Even when it is hard.

Faithfulness.


Faithfulness is a gift To be cherished and nurtured It is a precious treasure.

Gentleness.


Gentleness is strength To be used with compassion and care For the benefit of all.

Finally, self-control.


Self-control is power To choose your thoughts and actions And live a better life.

I for one am impressed. I believe each haiku to be an original and composed in an average of three seconds over our home internet connection. The one's I wrote over our last vacation took decidedly longer to formulate and sadly, I find these to be at least as good if not better than those of mine. OK.... OK.....my haiku's set the bar pretty low but still.

In addition, Bard presented a set of three drafts with each response and sometimes explained the reasoning for a given response. However, it was curious that some of those responses possessed a bent towards Far-east mysticism. Perhaps in deference to the haiku underpinnings. Maybe something further afield. Simply an unexpected tangent within the context of a Christian discussion yet totally understandable when considering that Bard is currently being offered to the public by GOOGLE as an "experiment".

The technological inventions that have come into being during my lifetime have been profound. For what little its worth (remember - there's a reason you're paying exactly $0.00 for these insights), I feel that this thing called AI may dwarf all that went before by the time it matures. As with all our advances, some people will use it for good, others will use it for evil. Such is life in the fallen world.

As for me, I believe that we live in an era where the old adage of "measure twice, cut once" is more appropriate than ever and all the more to be mindful that knowledge is one thing, wisdom another. Indeed, wisdom is God given. (Proverbs 2:6) As are the Fruits of the Spirit. God given, Spirit cultivated. Qualities that will always separate us from machines. Fruits worthy of nurture.

Crossing Paths with Columbus (Kid Stuff)

Life moves and all too often life gets in the way.  Yesterday's passion gives way to today's casual fascination only to be supplanted by tomorrow's "must do".  Yes, bucket lists are great in theory but harder to manage in real time - especially in this day and age of information overload.  Regardless, if I had a bucket list, crossing the Atlantic by ship would be somewhere near the top.  

The seeds of this endeavor were likely planted decades past when I first heard about Christopher Columbus in grade school.  Presentations of the 1950's were largely positive while the consequences, both intended and otherwise, of the Admirals feats were left for discussion in another time and place.  So it shall be here.  Simply, the NiƱa and the Pinta were three masted caravel-type vessels built for speed with triangular sails while the Santa Maria was a larger, four-masted carrack-type vessel with square sails.  Depictions of those ships riding the high seas in search of new trade routes captured a piece of my youthful imagination.  Just recently I learned that Columbus actually embarked on four explorations - traversing the Atlantic eight times. [1] 

Sometime later in life I was introduced to my grandparents by stories related by various family relatives.  Unfortunately, those narratives were bare of any details regarding the journeys themselves as my ancestors set out from their native Sweden.  Surely, they crossed the Atlantic by ship but the ways and means of that journey are unknown.  Was their vessel of immigration wooden or iron?  Powered by wind or steam, the product of burning coal?  Did they pay passage or was labor their primary currency of barter?  Questions unanswered and sources of intrigue becoming more and more compelling with each passing year. 

And so it came to pass that Jamie and I boarded the Viking Star [2] on the morning of March 21, 2023.  Our journey would begin in Fort Lauderdale, Florida and terminate in Barcelona, Spain with stops along the way at Philipsburg, Sint Maarten and Funchal, Madeira, Portugal. [3]  A passage far different than the odysseys experienced by those who went before me.  Voyages completely dissimilar in terms of method, mode, and fashion yet common in two unyielding truths - sea and sky.

Yes, the sea is vast.  Far larger than I have ever imagined.  The same applies to the heavens.  No words give them justice.  At some level they scare me and in truth, always have.  Only now the fear is rooted in greater understanding rather than imagination.

In that fear I have a new found appreciation for those who ventured before me.  Assuredly, our forbearers possessed not only their unique set of personal hopes and dreams but endured individual fears and misgivings as well.  Yet they persevered and now, by the Grace of God, we find ourselves in a place that our ancestors could never have foreseen.  And we in turn are never fully able to comprehend the people they were.  Suffice to say we owe them a debt of thanks - if only to be paid in kind to those who will come after us.  Those who will ponder the sea and the sky with a humbled sense of gratitude just as those who went before us undoubtedly did from the decks of their vessels.  Each individual unique in their time yet connected to untold generations by forces far beyond human conception.       

As ships passing in the night.  


Sights along the way:


  ROLLERS

Arctic wind's children
our ship ascends heavenwards
the ebb explodes white




FROM THE CROW'S NEST

sun and sky converge
flawless forms a circle true
each point calls my name




The earthshine was beautiful
but lost among the pixelation.



EARTHSHINE

two horns face skyward
craters timid and demure
Venus struts brilliant



ICE

castaway's envy
salty sprays singe blistered lips
a clink whispers joy








FLYING FISH

Icarus mimic
soaring free, gleaming they clown
too close and they plunge



DEVOTION

prom night's king and queen
hand in hand, joys and sorrows
timeworn wheels her chair





Leaving the New World behind.



THE TRADES

easterlies howl "no"
master plots a course northeast
westerlies induce



XIANG
(Cantonese & Huaiyang cuisine)

that was good....spicy
five courses each paired with wine
water....water!....please!!



MINI STROKES

loves bygone, time lost
senses disturb dormant moods
deep within tears well



NOSTALGIA

acoustic guitar
melodies past harken youth
lost memories blush



UNCLE GUS [4]

straight stretch, windows down
the AM rocks the Palouse
Mrs Robinson




Suksessterte
(Success Cake)
Pure heaven in every bite.



Flowers were the predominant feature at Funchal.
The aroma permeated the deck even as we docked.



Funchal front yard.
The dog's confident demeanor produced
the only portrait worth posting from the whole trip.



SMILES

morning!  name attached
vibrance meets dimming eyesight
no bad days at sea



THE DOLDRUMS

always an ocean
restless sleep beneath silk sheets
never quite a pond



CALORIES

finish your spinach
Chinese children are starving
the abundance screams



Looking back towards
Tangier with Mars overhead
as we split the continents at midnight.



THE ROCK OF GIBRALTAR

school day icon looms
whats that on the horizon?
disappointment rains




A small portion of the Port of Barcelona.
I liked the colors.



SHARED JOURNEYS

journeys much too brief
rent from the way, each debarks
parted now until....




[1]

Yes, I plagiarized this map off the internet.
The routes are estimations based on the Admirals logs. 


[2]

The Viking Star boasts a gross tonnage of 47,842 GRT propelled by twin 7250 KW electric motors.  Designed to accommodate 930 passengers, about 650 fellow travelers embarked with us for our trip.  



[3]

Our route as captured realtime by the magic of GPS
and other technologies of which I am completely ignorant.
The image was displayed on the TV screen in our cabin
at the touch of a button.


[4] 

Uncle Gus deserves so much more than a footnote in this blog but for now this will have to do.  
Once during my high school years Uncle Gus came to visit us in Spokane, Wa.  He was alone, on business, and had driven all day from Tacoma.  At supper my Mother asked how the drive had gone.  He replied that it had been long, hot, and tedious but the radio had blared a new song again and again which had kept him awake.  Always the ham, he then proceeded to belt out his own rendition...."Coo coo ca-choo Mrs Robinson, Jesus loves you more than you will know....".   He could always make me laugh.

One evening onboard we were listening to Allan, the ship's acoustic guitarist, and he did a set of old Simon and Garfunkel tunes.  Mrs Robinson was among them.  A passing memory stirred pen to paper along with tears and a smile.